Dear Ishara,
I am writing you while the moon is full, vibrant,
filled with expectation, eager to let us share in Her knowledge. I am
called to watch her, to bathe in her radiance, to let her divine light
awaken my divine wisdom. From where I am, she is still hiding behind
the trees, but soon, soon she'll be high up in the sky and I will indeed
go outside and fall into her embrace.
I once talked to the moon. I can't remember what we talked about, but
it made complete sense. It is all possible...talking to the moon, the
trees, the animals, the plants, even the fridge and the coffee machine...we
just have to open ourselves, receive and allow....
the female energy of allowing and receiving.
How much have we fogotten the past 2000 years!
How much have we denied ourself, being cut off from the Source. Ah,
it is such a delight, such a relief, to Know the time is right to claim
it all back. All of us, all of us women, we should get up, wake up and
claim our power back. Claim back our birthright, of Love, Joy, Being,
Bliss, Exctasy.
Ah, dear Ishara, I read your words, what you
are currently going through and I feel your pain sister. Allow yourself
your pain. Embrace the pain, the rage. Sit with it, love it. Feel your
body, feel all those hidden and long lost places inside your body where
the pain, the anger, the fear is stored. It wants to come out, dear
one, it wants to come out of hiding. The pain wants to surface, it wants
to stand in the light, it wants to be released from its prison, it wants
to be set free. All those hurt places that we kept hidden for eons of
time, they want to return to you. They want to be a part of you. They
want to meld into your Divinity. Those hurt places, they all have a
voice. They only hurt because we ignored them for so long. Allow them
their voice. Let them speak to you, let them come to you, home in your
arms, in your heart. Allow the stuck energy to come out of hiding, allow
the enrgy to flow, flow, flow.
I know our human self has all these pains, all
these questions, all these WHY's....allow your human self to gently
rest in the arms of your soulself. Your soulself can shed a light, your
soulself doesn't judge, your soulself loves you just the way you are....with
all your anger, doubts, pain, misery...Gently rest in the compassionate
energy of your soulself and let it's light shine through all of your
cells..,
You wrote: -
involving trusting the ancient knowing that is in our bones, in our
souls, and feeling our way toward finding new expression for it. Our
job is to find somewhere firm to stand, and open the doors for the Goddess
to fully embody into present day reality - then others can step in with
their own pieces of puzzle and help the whole to grow and expand into
its full richness.
YES, YES, YES, it is connecting the old with
the new. Trusting ourself enough to Know the ancient wisdom is there,
and find a way of expressing it in today's world. Follow our own passion,
in the now world. Paving a path for others to find their passion, their
own unique way of expressing! Paving our own path first.
I have often been desperate...paving a new path,
with no examples, no friends who understand....no where to turn but
inside. Taking baby steps, afraid of the vast darkness before me.
But I know now, I chose this. I came to earth knowing the time was right.
I came to earth knowing I was ready, and the world was ready. I came
to earth knowing I could do this, I have the strength, the knowledge.
Of course I have been hiding this knowledge all of my life. Being so
insecure at times I was even too afraid to go out and go to the bakery
to buy bread. ... My own challenge of going throught this insecurity
. Digging for years to find the cause of it...; looking at what went
wrong in childhood. Nothing to find. So at last I understood I must
have been born with it. A cumulation of past life experiences. Challenging
myself to go through the dark, the immense fear of expressing myself,
to find my Voice again
I am grateful now. I look with compassion at
All of what I am and have been. Dawn, quite a journey!
I honour myself , embracing Me. My heart opens for Me, and this in turn
opens the door for the whole wide universe to flow in, flow through,
and grant me my wishes...if I allow myself to...
And this divine flow brought me to you, dear sister, and we are connected,
as we were connected before. And it would be easier if I lived around
the corner in Perth, but this is good too, this is definately good too!
because our energies are connected and waking up codes in our DNA, waking
up more wisdom that is stored in our cells. I greatly thank you for
connecting, dear Ishara.
I will go and bathe in the Moonlight now. It
is almost midnight here.
Something calls to me I need to take a bowl of water with me...
Ancient wisdom speaking to me....ancient rituals wanting to be remembered.
( I am normally not good with rituals... they freak me out, make me
feel lost....so many details to remember to do it 'right'. I feel resentment.
I feel imprisoned.It is a past life thing, I am sure... I am allowing
it to release)
I feel honoured to be part of your circle Friday.
I 'll be there. I'll dance my way through the stars to connect with
you. Please feel free to share my words . It is an honour.
In love, light and laughter,
Gitta